Tuesday, September 06, 2005

apie norus - about wishes

KAI RYTE NESUVOKI, KUR ESI,
KAI SAPNAS TAMPA TAVO TIKROVE, O TIKROVĖ TAMPA KNYGA
KAI MINTYS PABĖGA, ATSISKYRUSIOS NUO PLAUKŲ GALIUKŲ,
KAI NEBEŽINAI, KAIP PAJUDINTI PIRŠTUS
KAI ŽIURI Į VEIDRODĮ IR MATAI SAVO PAKAUŠĮ
KAI GYVENI NE SAVO LAIKU, NE SAVO PASAULIO PUSĖJE
KAI TAI, KĄ JAUTI, TAMPA DIDESNIU UŽ TAVE, IR IŠSIVERŽIA LAUK
KAI KŪNAS IŠBYRA KAIP SUGRIAUTAS DOMINO
TADA TAIP NORISI TAIP NORISI GYVENTI

Thursday, September 01, 2005

apie ketvirtadienius - about Thursdays

ON THURSDAYS I TRAVEL.
WEEK STARTS ON THURSDAY, AND I KNOW THAT THE NEXT ONE WILL TAKE ME SOMEWHERE... TO THE MOST UNEXPECTED PLACES...
SOMEONE SAID THURSDAYS ARE GREEN. HE WAS RIGHT - GREEN IS A COLOR FOR "GO".
LAST THURSDAY TOOK ME TO THE OCEAN. I SAT ON A WOODEN BENCH NEAR THE WATER, FELT A SMELL OF FISH, SEAWEEDS, SHELLS AND DRY SAND. I DON'T REMEMBER HOW, BUT SUDDENLY WIND GOT INSIDE ME, CREPT INTO RUNNING BLOOD, MADE IT BOIL, THEN ENTERED EVERY CELL OF MY BODY, FILLED IT WITH LOVE, AND THEN - THEN IT LEFT ME... DAZED.
THIS THURSDAY TOOK ME TO THE STREETS OF A BIG CITY. FOR A SEARCH OF A NEW HOUSE.